God is here!
Heb 13:5 (Amplified Bible) - Let your character [your moral essence, your inner nature] be free from the love of money [shun greed—be financially ethical], being content with what you have; for He has said, “I will never [under any circumstances] desert you [nor give you up nor leave you without support, nor will I in any degree leave you helpless], nor will I forsake or let you down or relax My hold on you [assuredly not]!”
God is here! Since God is here then His goodness is here. In everything, in every way, God is near. Believe this by faith and receive the double portion of his anointing.
Hannah received the double portion because of the Love of her husband:
1Sam1:5 - but to Hannah he would give a double portion, for he loved Hannah, but the LORD had closed her womb.
It may seem like your portion has been cut off, that your womb is shut. But keep believing, keep asking, keep praying --- He has put something in you that will go to the nations!!
GOD HAS NOT FORGOTTEN YOU!!