Bread Crumbs from the Table
One day with the Lord, He showed me a vision. In this vision I was sitting on the floor beside a table. I was eating Bread Crumbs off the floor! Why was I sitting on the floor eating when the table was right there? What was prompted in my heart was an invitation to eat at the table that the Lord had prepared for me. It was an invitation for more!
I had been saved many years and did not realize what was doing. Life situations and sometimes daily trials can get you in a mode of survival. After so long, you don't realize that you are not thriving. You are trying to get from one day to the next without death. Death of your soul, of your spirit and of your heart. Your life is about filling in the gaps because there has been so much trauma, you cannot deal with the very issues at hand. Your thoughts are, "If i could just patch this, or if I can make it to the end of the month, all will be ok."
It is this type of mentality that causes you to eat Bread Crumbs from the table. We must realize that Jesus has offered us the abundant life in John 10:10:
The thief comes but for to steal and to kill and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.
When life has been challenging, it is sometimes hard to see yourself as worthy to eat at the table of the Lord. It can also be difficult to even think you have the ability to get up. You may think, "If I sit at this table with the Lord and look Him in His eyes. He will be so disappointed with me. He will see all of my lack of faith and every sin I committed will be naked before Him. He will know my thoughts and curse me to hell!" At least being on the floor I won't have to look at Him or myself. I will choose this "less-than christian life" and make it to the sweet by and by.
Here's what I believe the Lord would say to those that have been beat down, disappointed, loss battles, and just plain rebellious.... GET UP! Get up from the floor and sit at the table. All the lies of the enemy must be brought to an end. All of the defeat will be demolished in one moment with Him. Jesus even told us through David in Psalms 23:5:
Thou has prepared a table before me in the presence of mine enemies; thou has anointed my head with oil, my cup runneth over
Jesus has anointed and appointed you to sit with Him. Eat of the Bread which is His flesh - His Body, till you are full. His Body torn is the intimacy we received when the veil of the tabernacle was torn. His strips is the healing we can partake of, both physical and spiritual. His Bread is life given to the dead parts of us. It is the receiving of an eternal kingdom, fully paid for - a price to high to calculate.
So eat the Bread and eat in abundance. Receive your restoration and healing now! There is room for you at His table.